You know I want to be the way you want me to
Big hearted and tall enough to cover you
I would break in half if you said it loud
Splinter out of myself just like mercury
I think it's better now than how it used to be
You were lying in bed and I would levitate
I think it's better here, than where we used to be
I wish I could go out into the oregon sun=85 to be alive in the day
I would smile at everyone
I remember you back in '83 you were dressing insane
You were my everything you were so different from all those other girls
A blind electra in drag so cool and casually lame
I think I'm better now than how I used to be
Always nervous and weird, scared most of the time
I think it's better now than how it used to be
Always up in the night afraid to live in the day afraid of being afraid
Now I sit alone when you're not around
I read aloud just to hear a friendly voice
I see you scary dolls they always look at me
=46rom the corner of my eyes I see them shake their heads
You know I want to be the way you me to
Big hearted and tall enough to cover you
I wish I could go out just to be alive in the day

• 13 Years
• American Girl
• Anita Sonic Love
• Bad Connection
• Carolea
• Chucklehead's Lament
• Connection
• Culver Palms
• Don't Change
• Drunk Again
• Eleanor Young
• Evergleam
• Happy Hour
• Hateful
• Hating Yo for Christmas
• How Soon is Now?
• Invisible
• Kill Jerry Garcia
• Kill The Sun
• Lame
• Local God
• Loser Makes Good
• Malevolent
• Nervous & Weird
• Our Lips Are Sealed
• Pennsylvania is...
• Pocahontas
• Santa Baby
• Search & Destroy
• Separation
• Sick Tired
• Sin City
• Southern Girls
• Sparkle
• Speedracer
• Static
• The Boys Are Back in Town
• The Color Pit
• The Joker
• The Laughing World
• The Swing
• Trust Fund
• What Do I Get?