Oh my god! my God this can't be happening!
God tell me, tell me this isn't real!
I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening.
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.
I always knew.
I always saw it coming.
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to exist,
Just disappear.
Fear memories are all that lie ahead.
Never have I felt so lost.
Memories dull my senses.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead.
Never have I felt so dead.
Once felt so warm, no I'm fucking freezing.
I am the once embraced abandoned one.
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;
No relief was mine,
I was burnt, by the sun.

• Coin Return
• Keeping Out of Direct Sunlight
• Let It Be Broke
• Lower Your Head & Take It in The Body
• Ph Low
• Salt for Your Wounds
• Single Second
• The Devil Loves You
• The New Patron Saints & Angels
• Third Season
• Three Reasons
• Three Seconds Notice
• Today's Lesson
• Triple Zero